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Inside Out :(

Posted on October 13, 2017 at 2:00 PM Comments comments (0)

It makes me so frustrated that I don't know why I've been feeling so down lately. It seems like the world is too small that I hardly fit in. Life is short but why am I wasting every single second of my life being lonely. The world is full of smiles but I don't know why they look so happy. I've been there of course, but it seems like I don't know or I haven't mastered how to be happy. My life is just ordinary just like everyone else but how come that it feels so complicated that it is hard for...

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August 30, 2017 11:18PM thoughts

Posted on September 1, 2017 at 2:30 AM Comments comments (0)

There is this guy that I've hated since we moved in to a rental house where we are currently living. He did something that just really got into my nerves but one day when he looked at me I felt something weird from it. I tried stopping it with all the best that I could however, as days passed by that feeling is getting deeper. The most insane thing is we never talk. We just caught a glimpse of each other then that weird feeling keeps on coming out somewhere within me. And lately, I'm trying m...

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When I'm all alone.

Posted on November 20, 2015 at 1:10 PM Comments comments (0)

Sometimes when I feel sad, alone and depressed

I feel like I am in a darkness

Trying to hide from everything and from anyone

Or I wanted to go somewhere peaceful and has fresh air

To calm, relax...

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Have you?

Posted on November 20, 2015 at 10:45 AM Comments comments (0)

Have you ever feel so alone?

That you wanted to cry

With all the feelings you are carrying?

You wanted to ask Him

But then you suddenly feel the conscience

And you have no choice

But to hold your hand with your other hand

And PRAY...

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To Kat

Posted on November 20, 2015 at 10:30 AM Comments comments (0)

This was my personal message for Kat one day when I was watching a movie and somehow found one of the scenes were kind of familiar. hehe

Dear Kat,


I'm currently watching this korean drama starringy Sandara Park at this very hour. There is this scene that Dara throw the food in a plate to a guy. And then I remembered the day when we were about to leave the building which the scene was I dropped the plastic bag, ins...

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Message for Maine Mendoza

Posted on November 7, 2015 at 8:55 AM Comments comments (0)

Credit to @megmagazine

Dear Maine,


Hi! Alam kong sobrang busy mo. Lalo na ngayon na sunod sunod na ang TVCs niyo ni Alden, sa movie niyo na My Bebe Love (asahan niyo ni Alden ang suporta namin sa first movie mo and ninyo ni Alden together) at syempre sa paboritong noontime show ng lahat, ang Eat Bulaga. S...

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At The Moment vol. 1

Posted on November 5, 2015 at 11:30 PM Comments comments (0)



I'm trying this format for the first time. I get this from Maine's website, check her website at mainemendoza.com. It is called The Sunday Currently however the link of this is originally from siddathornton. So, all credits goes to her, the rightful owner of the format. I just changed the title here in my site. And I am calling it, At The Moment.


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How I feel about...

Posted on November 5, 2015 at 8:10 AM Comments comments (0)

How I feel about...

*Wanting to get a new job for it is almost Christmas and I'm currently having trouble on how to when I have so much in my mind. I'm scared. Ready. Hesitant though at times and helpless.

I want to help save for our family's Christmas Party.

*Being disrespected by my younger siblings, they sometimes make me happy however most of the time they make...

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Hello again to My Future Husband! :)

Posted on November 2, 2015 at 12:00 AM Comments comments (0)

This is a wonderful scenery that I captured with my cellphone earlier in the morning at around 5 am.

Hi Future Husband,


How are you doing while I was away? I hope you are doing good. I've missed you. Naks! Hehehe I have lots of stories and happenings that i would love to share to you. By the way, I went out ...

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Talking about past and future to Mi Futuro Esposo.

Posted on November 1, 2015 at 11:55 AM Comments comments (0)

Dearest Future Husband,


Hi! How are you doing? Hope you are always okay. As for me, I’m doing just fine. Nothing special. These past few days were normal as always. As what I have promised you to my recent letter to you, I will tell you stories fro...

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